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shijin Jo-an
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
12:36 AM

SUB COMM CAMP WAS GREAT!

i love e sub comms luh.

and many many THANKS to main comm and program for helping out in the camp =)

im tired. LAZY to blog.

PICTURES up soon!


Jo-an says




Wednesday, July 25, 2007
11:37 PM

this week had been busy. or rather, sick and busy.

monday despite nt feelin very well, i went for training. need to sweat it out though.

tuesday had SCC final meeting. and...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY KANDIS!


haha. u r finally an old woman!

had dinner/supper opp sch. uber FUN wif RYAN ard. haha!



den went home.

today had no lessons. adding on to my sickling body, i stayed at home.

went to cut hair wif KANDIS and SIS den had lunch wif dem at hougang mall.

oh! and on e way bk to my hse wif kandis, we met dis couple. hahaha! damn funny la. when getting up e bus e auntie saed " bye!" to the man. den me n kandis got up e bus after her. den dat uncle hid behind me to give e auntie a surprise that he is taking e bus too! HAHA! hilarious!
i took their pic secretly. im evil! heh heh heh. damn sweet larh dem. LOL!


den went hm to do UART presentation stuff.

met CHOU KIN in bus to go her hse.



haha! her hamsters are damn FAT!


den went to HOUGANG MALL to meet YVONNE to go KANDIS'S place.

met BRENDA and DANIEL at KANDIS'S void deck.

den gave her a surprise for her belated bdae.



sorry we took 3 days to finally celebrate ur bdae. haha.

and nw. PROJ PROJ PROJ. presentation presentation presentation!

granny wanted to see me yest. sayin she had nt seen me for a long time.

i felt damn damn bad. my schedule is so packed dat im startin to neglect my closed ones alr.

even my family is affected by me.

dad n mum had to stay over late at night everyday to wait for me to be back home.

granny is missing me lots.

i dun wish to have any other commitments or factors piling into my life.

FRIENDS, SCHOOL, TKD, DANCE, BSC.


and most imptly, FAMILY.

no time for others.

i cant be selfish.

i dun even have time for my family nt to say other commitments.

and i really want FREEDOM to do whatever i wan. and dat would be to be wif my family.

Jo-an says




Sunday, July 22, 2007
11:08 PM

busy weekend indeed.

FINANCE TEST was horrible!

woke up at 6am to meet kandis to go sch study tgt.

something super malu happened. shall nt disclose. LOL!

den met proj mates to finish up MBS and entrep.

den met main comm to do final clash lollipops.




den went to watch floorball comp at sports hall.


den went IKEA with lou, jia min, joyce, sam n sam's bf to look for furniture for BSC room.


reached hm at 11 plus.

slept at 1am.

woke up at 4am.

went sch for MIZUNO run.



den went for NDP human flag rehearsal.




boring rehearsal! haha!

den went to have lunch wif kandis, daniel, apple, ryan and lou.

went hm to slp after dat n jus woke up.

YAWNS. falling sick soon. i need lots of rest.

BYE PEEPS.

Jo-an says




Saturday, July 21, 2007
2:05 AM

I LOVE KANDIS TAN AH HUI!

haha. thanks many many for all e many many things dat u have done and helped me.



Jo-an says




12:02 AM

went SHENG SHIONG wif wesley on wed to get camp prizes, breakfast n supper stuff. its damn lots of stuff can. haha.

total spending= $184.80


and holding on to the camp money everyday is nt fun at all. had to be cautious that $1000 over dollars will be gone anytime. LOL.

super irritated by proj group mates yest. SUPER duper angry. shall nt rant here. I'd rather rant at dem tmr when i see dem. !@#$%^&*

im a happy girl! x)



tmr gt FINANCE test. shall go chiong alr. BYE BYE!

Jo-an says




Saturday, July 14, 2007
9:36 AM

sub comm camp briefing went on fine. haha.

felt kind of relieve when i saw so many sub comms going for the camp =)

hard work do pay off eh?

den went to meet TKD ppl to celebrate BRUCE LEE's bdae!

dis yr is diff. we went to hougang plaza kopitiam to celebrate.

ate abit den cut cake. bought a bracklet wif dem for him.

den started to play 5 10 15. LOL! losers had to eat e leftover cake or drink beer. luckily only e instructors are drinkin. haha.


den went hm to call 40+ subcomms- to- be who did nt turn up for briefing to confirm if dey r going for e camp.

DONUT GUY den msged me.

caleb: hey, jus wanna confirm this is joan's number rite?
me: yea! bingo! can i help you?

den my hp rang. HAHA. as i cant talk on both ears, i KUPed his call.

when i finished my call, i called him back.

*answers.
caleb: hello?
me: yea. call me for? haha.
caleb: no la! jus wan to confirm dis is your number! i keyed your number wrongly in my phone and i called 5 different numbers before i could reach u. haha.

oh my oh my. how blur can he get. HAHA.

after all e calls, i packed my bag to go DARREN's hse to stay over wif tkd ppl.

dey wanted to watch HARRY POTTER PART 3 and 4.

so i went to bro's room to find. unfortunately, i woke him up. and he started screaming. DOTS .

ended up i could onli find part 3. den brought it to darren's hse.

walked to his hse la. n e moment i reach his place, its going 3am alr. haha.

everyone fell asleep ard 4am. leavin me watchin e show myself. den i continued another show called RATATOUILLE. nice rat show. haha. damn cute la. bud i watched alone!

!@#$%^&*

anw, DARREN's parrots are damn cute. haha!


went hm at 9am. den used e com for a while den fell asleep. woke up at 11.30am n rushed to tkd grading.


ended at 2pm.

den went to AMK jubilee to watch DIE HARD 4. nt bad eh. haha. better than i expected.

after which went hm. and TADA! im here posting nw. haha.

oh oh. and i tink dis HONGKONG guy is damn cute =)

CHRIS LAI LOK YI



ok. back to PROJECTS!

BYEEE!!!!!

Jo-an says




Friday, July 13, 2007
12:30 AM

went to shermain cousin's funeral on wed night.
truthfully to say, i was scared by the body when i stood beside e coffin.
while seated down, the church ppl started singing.
viewing the scene of the young lady lying in the coffin, her son, 12 mths old, playing ball outside and daughter, 3 yrs old, eating at the table, nt knowing dat their mother has passed away, made me CRY.
den, i tried to make myself feel better by talking to e guys.
chatting n saying jokes. was very disrespectful.
so i suggested we leave e place if we wan to laugh and talk loudly.
SORRY shermain for making so much noise at e funeral.

had a nightmare last night. cried so hard. im so scared nw. dun dare to sleep alone bud have to. oh my goodness. jus hope all these eerie feelings can jus go away soon.

SCHOOL has been boring for e whole week. nth going on.
im lacking in my studies and projects. so screwed la.
and outside library has a new vending machine that sells anti- smoking cards n handphone chains.
LOL.
dey come in a metallic wrapping. and costs only 20 cents per pack.
KB's fren bought a pack. curiorsity la. i opened it to check it out. feel like she wasted money can. LOL.



and im currently addicted to COLLON. strawberry flavored! yum yum yum. haha!


visited my bunnies at night. oh my oh my. dey r sooooo BIG and huggable now. haha!
scratchy ar. tink one day got money need to bring dem to cut nails alr.
really THANK LOU LIN for taking care of dem for me =)


Jo-an says




Tuesday, July 10, 2007
10:25 PM

stayed at home on sunday afternoon. I LOVE STAYING AT HOME. =)

went IKEA in e evening wif sis. bought a big big frame, a medium frame, and 3 small frames.
haha. nice walking ard IKEA. can let me have an idea on my new home when im married =)

yest's training was fun. haha. went to run. den started coaching the kids pattern. den bruce lee allowed me to be the examiner for their mock test. WOOOOOO~ heh heh!

met 1B09 for lunch today. bud all left after their food. so i went to e booth to find BSC ppl.

wanted to jog today. bud very nua. and KANNAN was tired. so we postponed to tmr. haha.

stoned at the booth till 5pm. den went bsc room to wait for MIAH and YONG JIAN.

YONG JIAN called me at 5.30pm when their lesson ended. den i went dwn to meet dem. holding a cup of cup noodles and walking along the concourse, abit paiseh ar. haha!

den we went design to eat. GABRIEL met us halfway through. and we started chatting abt last yr. haha. nice talking to dem luh. brings bk alot of memories of yr 1. e guys miss bullying LILIN luh. haha!

till 7.30pm, we left school.

and. to be random, i've decided to change my blog song once a week or so. ahah. and since LOU saes my blog song is emo-ish, i shall change. cos i dun wan to be an emo kid. i hate to be one.

shall upload pics when i want to. LAZY lar. haha.

i guess my smile is back once again. =)
i'll try to maintain it while its still here. wun wan to collapse so easily.

although he's nt and never will be mine, i'll still watch frm far. this, im contended.

Jo-an says




Sunday, July 08, 2007
4:25 PM

im so sick and tired of everything.

watched TRANSFORMERS wif Gabriel, Wei Sheng n Miah on friday. nice show la! i love it. dun mind watching 2nd or third time =) i really LOVE 1B09. feel so relaxed n stressed free wif dem.

yest had DANCE AGM. after which had VIBES 5. nt bad la. DANCE FRENS n TKD frens came TP to watch. haha. after which went bk serangoon to have dinner n home.

been really really busy lately. bud i dunno wad i have done or achieved. sometimes i dun even know wad im doing. feel that im seriously heading nowhere and im exhausted.

and my mood had been seriously bad for e past week. i get angry over e most trival matters. i need to change.

Jo-an says




Friday, July 06, 2007
2:24 AM

today had been a long and tough day.

had UART test. and i got back my mosaic art piece. 17/25. yea right. C+. LOL.

den went to buy my fav chicken chop frm biz park wif LOU to eat at e booth. had nt eaten a single thing since i woke up till 6pm. DAMN HUNGRY.

and everyone should know, HUNGRY PPL ARE ANGRY PPL.

we sat dwn and started eating.

den, " jo-an, can close e booth alr. pack up nw.

" jo-an, u know where is the hole puncher nt? can bring to level 4 pass to me?"

" jo-an, can help me buy food nt. egg mayo sandwich."

WTF.

i wasn't angry at dat moment though. so i did everything i was told to.

bud e moment i stepped into the room n found everyone sitting dere n chatting away, i fumed.
i was so pek cek i had no appetite to eat anymore. why is everyone so self- centered nowadays?

can u all stop being so selfish can nt?

im sorry for my super bad attitude these few days. i dunno why. it seem like a disease. nt wantin to go away.

and sorry RYAN for showing attitude towards u at the wrong time.

and why does everyone ask if it was WES's fault whenever i feel angry n pek cek or even when i cry? making this clear. he is nt e source of my irritated-ness. so dun put any blame on him.

and SORRY LOU for throwing away ur food too when u see me throwing mine. thanks for being dere too =)

den everyone headed to audi 1 for TPSU's AGM.

n sadly i had to attend e AGM with a pair of swollen eyes and a red nose. BASKET.

TPSU's AGM had a nice layout, nice feel =)

well done TPSU.

after the AGM i felt better. so walked ard e foyer to chat wif e rest. den went back room to take my bag n leave to meet shermain.

supposed to train the kids today. bud by e time i reached e training ground, dey ended lesson alr. so i made a wasted trip dwn with my blister- covered feet.

WHAT A DAY!
bud no matter how hard the day was, seeing your smile turned everything ard. =)

* dis post means no offence. once read, pls forget abt it. thanks.


















Jo-an says




Thursday, July 05, 2007
1:10 AM

The rain just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same,
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,
My heart can't seem to learn to part,
The hold you left your mark,
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,
Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you
I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,
I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,
To share the sunset,Our one last romance,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

Jo-an says




Sunday, July 01, 2007
1:28 AM

im SHAGGED!

its been a week coming that i onli have 2 to 3 hrs of sleep every night.

and i still went for morning dance lesson in school at 9am today! and dere's another lesson at yishun at 6pm later in the evening!

my arms n legs felt as though they r nt mine anymore.

currently having a flammy cough, flu and headache.

SCREW MYSELF.

AGM was ok i guess. i'd give it 70/100.
if nt for the mistakes that i made in the powerpoint slides and the chaos during the start of the event, it would have been better. im such a loser la. making so many mistakes )=

TRICIA bought a rose for all e girls. SWEET!

and through AGM, i got to know SERENE, JIAMIN, SAMANTHA, MAYBELLE and LIYI better =)

As for RYAN, we used to only exchange less than 2 sentences or dun even talk when we see each other. bud nw, we can argue over HAMSTER issues for a long long time.
FUNNY LA YOU.

JIA MIN and SAM did a really great job in AGM. thanks alot babe for helping prog so much. if nt for u, im totally screwed =)

MAYBELLE sacrificed alot for the event too. skipping meals to plan for the event causin her to get gastric every now n then. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF eh. u cant collapse. we need u =)

ok. im really tired. shall upload photos of AGM soon. BYE!

Jo-an says