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8:52 PM

wah piang.

this gown is damn nice. HAHA!

bud very revealin eh! im jus so conservative.

LOL! like omg.

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10:38 PM

BUSY WEEK!

MONDAY.

BIZSHIELD last day. Jovin's group won. haha. Edric's group got second.

CONGRATS TO BOTH TEAMS!

after which rushed to training. gosh. skipped 2 weeks of training cos of sch.

super rusty. cannot kick alr la. LOL! bud after training it got better. brought home 2 blueblacks.

THANKS to the blue belt girl la. dunno her name. keep blockin my kicks with her fists. shit her.

im helpin BRUCE LEE to plan a christmas party for tkd ppl.

haven seen SHERMAIN for ages la. alot of catch up with her. haha.

she passed her BTT! CONGRATS! haha.

she told me her clubbin experience.

JOSEPH U WATCH OUT OKAY! IM GONNA SLAP YOU!

after which went hm to study for comm skills.

TUESDAY

i wore a skirt to sch.

responses were...

1. Oh my god, Are you Jo-an?!
2. Eh, u woke up with a fever ar, why are u wearin skirt?
3. Eh u damn feminine la. not used to it.
4. Pls dun wear like that next time. Im traumatised.
5. Im shocked! u're wearin a skirt!
6. eh u look better.
7. Wah seh. i cant recognized u la.
8. i tot u are some lecturer walkin ard.
9. Wah piang! skirt eh!
10. You look like TINKERBELL! ( like wth)
11. if ur skirt is green, it will look like LORD OF THE RINGS.

and many more la k.

Jackson still asked on wed " did u wear a skirt to sch yest? oh my god. Jo-an in skirt!"

LIKE WAH LAO.

i DO wear skirt to sch one okay.

haha. its jus dat dis time its longer a bit.

despite wearing a SKIRT to sch, i carried the talkies back to lounge with LIYI. Pushed the cage trolley for bizshield back to SPORTS COMPLEX with SAMANTHA. wow. where are the guys?

had comm skills test. OH MY GOD. its super cannot make it. im so dead la. bud i helped many ppl. haha. so i've done a good deed. HAHA.

den helped SHEENA laopo to do mosaic. she super cui la. thurs need to hand in tues then start the work.

we had no choice bud to ask Jing Sheng to help us draw the layout of the pic. cos seriously no one can draw. LOL!

den we started pasting the coloured papers. Sticked till 9 plus. den went home.

talked on the phone with Yong Jian and Gek at night. haha. nice gossip session x)

WEDNESDAY

After lesson helped Sheena Laopo to do mosaic again. haha.

sticked till 11:30pm den left sch to Rivervale Plaza to continue cos i was hungry!

den sticked till 3am. den took cab home.

we saw GHOST! like oh my god. scary shit.

had to call daddy to come gate pick me up. LOL! cos i scared.

bathed and studied for CLUB & RESORT.

fell asleep after 2 chapters.

THURSDAY

supposed to meet proj group at 9.30am.

bud reached sch at only 10. 40. so i missed out alot.

managed to study the last 2 chapters for the test.

test was super tricky! even KANDIS babe think abt it too!

haha. can see everyone scratchin their heads at lecture hall.

oh and during the paper, my bra stripe hook came off. haha! den it dangled outside my sleeve. damn funny. i was too shocked so i jus kept pushing it into my sleeve. LOL! malu!

laughed like mad.

den had lunch den went to do proj.

3pm went bk to room to help Sheena laopo complete her mosaic.

den went to watch ENCHANTED with Jeremiah, Yong Jian and Wei Sheng.

I LOVE FAIRY TALES!

haha. gonna collect all.

i have Aladdin, Beauty and the Beast, Little Mermaid 1 and 2, Anastasia, Pocahantas and a few others.

I WANNA COLLECT ALL!

den had dinner after the movie. KFC! had been craving for it for 2 weeks!

den went home.

my god. i queued up at the wrong queue for bus at the interchange. haha. super malu can.

OKAY. THATS ALL FOR UPDATES FOR THE WEEK.

A LITTLE SIDE TRACK NOW.

Happy Birthday to Chou Kin and Li Lin!

haha! presents soon okay! busy la. hehs.

Sheena Laopo felt guilty as i helped her to do mosaic den did nt study for test.

haha. its okay la. i managed to finish studying in time. im willing to help one okay!

so dun blame urself =)

Oh and Estee and Loulin, Good Luck to your Love Life ar!

HAHA! shit mans. tink im really gonna be e only single girl in 09 clique alr. haha!

i've told Yong Jian and Gabriel that i'll be their standby. LOL!

bud no touchy touchy.

haha! damn funny.

Kandis too stress alr la. relax BABE. haha. im always here to listen okay.

and thanks many for the help in T&L proj. really appreciated your help.

oh. I LOVE THIS PHONE!

i wanna get it before my birthday! haha!

and.. and.. and!

IM GOING FOR XIAO ZHU CONCERT!

I'VE GOTTEN VIP SEATS!

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!

hahah! im a very happy girl!

gonna hype up the stadium on SAT! x)

im plannin to go for OSIP eh.

bud dunno which country.

jus had the sudden urge to get out of my comfort zone and to discover new stuff.

bud i dun wan to spend dad and mum's money eh.

and i'll MISS home!

tink cannot la. shall jus stick to air port or sports council.

HAHA.

okay! guess its quite a long post. shall stop here. IM HAPPY! =)

Stand Chart Photos =)

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1:14 AM

GOSH!

im rushin travel and leisure proj now. haha.

although i've done it a few weeks ago, dere are still ammendments to make.

spent the whole weekend at SUNTEC.

STANDARD CHARTERED MARATHON PRE EVENT.

its freaking so not fun.

i dun like the organizers dis year.

see the way they work i tink my event planning is better than them la.

haha. okay im bad.

its nt easy to control a big crowd i know.

bud compared to last yr its so nt nice and fun dis yr.

okay im comparing. dats bad.

well, admist all the NOT-FUN parts, dere are fun parts too!

like Jing Sheng breakin his nails and screaming away, kai yuen acting funny, Maybelle acting sotong, Serene scolding the china man at CITY LINK, and much more!

really had fun workin wif them!

LOL!

i will miss these times. and i'll forget abt BEN and RUBIN!

HAHA!

okay. shall go back to my proj.

pictures soon!

x)

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1:41 AM

suddenly lost for words.

dunno what to type. haha.

alrite. we're in e midst of BIZSHIELD now.

kinda busy though. bud FUN!

only problem comes from the weather.

keep raining!

freakin cold larh. haha.

went hm with EDRIC since last week TP RAWKS and dis week for BIZSHIELD.

today he suddenly emo.

HAHA!

and we chatted at prata shop outside ROSYTH ROAD.

its been some time since i ate at the stall outside our house.

he told me alot of things which i nv heard or expect to hear from him.

kinda shocked.

didn't know dat he actually has problems.

haha! well, everyone has problems.

it is how u solve it and the way you look at and learn from it.

upon hearing so much, i told him my worry too.

im kinda scared it will happen though.

what if it does? i'll be in dilemma.

Tink its best left unknown and a secret.

hope that EDRIC will nt sae it out.

i trust him la. HAHA.

im feeling damn cold nw.

mus be cos of e rain during BIZSHIELD jus nw.

damn funny and cold.

LOL!

alrites. needa do brochure design.

BYE!

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5:33 PM

Im wearin out mann.

dad saes i look as though im wearing sunglasses. haha!

he's CRAZY la these few days.

super tired.

TP RAWKS was great for day 2 and 3!

DAY 2 was the BEST! bud most tiring.

danced from 10am to 6pm. super smelly. LOL!

I LOVE DANCE! haha.

i know that im in the cannot dance category. bud i'll continue to dance till i cant dance anymore.

everyone is crazy over RIPPLE. haha!

DAY 3 was fun too. i love the TP RAWKS cheer. damn funny. LOL!

im so gonna miss all the PLs and CLs. esp YELLOW's GLENN and HAKIM!

JOYCE, dun need to miss la. haha! seeing her almost everyday. HAHA! =X

and GLENN! although u may nt be readin dis, bud u TOOTHPICK! nice workin wif u! ahah!

HAKIM! u are damn funny la. haha. love your dancing!

TODAY'S DANCE LESSON.

all the girls wore HIGH HEELS for class!

like OMG la. can see all falling and losing balance when we jump or do turns.

i brought the 4 inch cock shoe dat i had. damn! legs damn pain. HAHA!

bud quite fun though. cos i've nv danced hip hop in heels before! x)

after class we tried breaking.

den cos i did too much of elbow freeze, i had blue blacks on my right shoulder. haha!

SERENE fell while doing air freeze. got one blue black on her forehead la. scary.

MELISSA also fell and bumped her head.

BUD we are all B- GIRLS! so we can tahan all these! haha.

no matter wad, we still have at least like... 20% of the skills for B- BOYING?

LOL! gonna practice hard! more blue blacks to come!

oh! and i have a new pet! HAHA! a baby bat. its staying outside BSC room now.

watching over the room for us. haha! damn cute la i swear. LOL!

alrite. gonna rush project.

BYE PEOPLE!

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10:09 PM

Today was dampening!

Last night did not sleep as i was rushing Principles of Corp Comm proj.

Basket. damn tired la.

met EDRIC and reached sch at 7am! like OMG. freaking early.

walked ard and met main comm den went BSC room to put our stuff.

den walked to TCC for briefing.

O level School leavers started strolling in at 9am.

super quiet and NUA i tell u. dun make noise one seh.

den interact with my grp all like dead fish larh. no ans.

den went for presentation for Corp Comm.

Seriously very irritated by the working style of my grp.

Wanted to settle all these disputes openly, bud i jus cant seem to sae it out when im with dem.

Mayb cos its 1 against 5. so dere's sort of a pull back for me.

forget it la. jus leave it. anw its all individually marked.

i'll jus count each step i take.

simply cant tahan alr.

if all the projs im gonna work like that i'll die of exhaustion.

DEN. after presentation went back to TP RAWKS.

the students still as nua.

den went to sports hall for mass dance.

more fun la. at least got laughter. bud some simply jus wun move their body.

come on la. u join TP RAWKS is also for making frens and having fun.

not come here to nua and keep quiet and dun participate in anything rite.

if dats e case might as well dun come.

freaking irritated.

den it ended. went bk to BSC room.

" you are not fit to be on the dance floor"

" you cant even dance" was wad i got.

enough to kill.

for others or anybody dis may be jus a joke or something.

bud for me its nt eh. its damn hurting.

i took it as though it seems nth. bud im damn hurt.

its jus not my day la.

bud above all these, i had some laughter. so its alrite.

i lived through it.

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4:07 PM

im SICK!

like... my voice has turned out of tune. haha!

and my nose is 24 hours blocked. i sound like an ant eater.

HAHAHA!

OH. and im still in my moody mood.

dunno why. think gt depression ar.

somehow i have a very strong phoebia of losing my family people.

esp my grandparents.

im worried that one day i'll receive a call or hear any news or witness the death of any of them.

somehow i still dunno how i will react to all these.

what if all these happens?

what will become of me.

eh im confused.

i dun wan to think abt it. bud these questions keep popping out.

the last time i thought abt all these, my grandpa frm mummy's side passed away.

so IM SCARED.

im trying my best to eat dinner at their home, so that i can see dem like everyday.

bud how long can all these last?

daddy said he might get a stroke. cos he has high blood pressure and high cholesterol level.

and he is nt under any medication or visitin any doctor.

Irene ma's health condition also nt good alr. doc wans her to go for chemo again. bud she refuse. mayb cos she doesn't want to lose her hair like last time. she's rejecting all means of cure nw. guess she wans to live her life to the fullest. bud she still looks prefect to me =) she's always pretty eh.

okay. SHUT UP JO-AN.

talk abt my friends eh.

i see their blogs, all talking abt how much they love me, mus reply back la.

KANDIS- thanks for being dere for me when im moody and sick eh. really love you. haha.

SHEENA- thanks for typing my name in your blog. HAHA! and loved the lunch dates and talkings with you. you are never alone okay. i'll be there.

LOULIN- although u did nt post abt me, i still LOVE you okay. haha. thanks for takin pictures for my project. and thanks for taking care of my rabbits! =)

LILIN- i'll still continue to SUAN u with BENCHOW. no worries. haha!

GEK HUA- hardly see you now. bud i still miss your bike! ride it soon eh!

Estee and Yushu- LUNCH SOON eh! i wan to hear all the gossips! haha.

SERENE- i love dancing with you! haha.

SHERMAIN- although i cant see u in my school, i still see u at tkd. haha. and thanks for always listening to me. i noe e only things i hear frm u is abt u n ur bf, bud i'll still listen abt other things okay. feel free to talk to me. im always listening.

1B09 people- thanks for the concern given when im sick eh.esp YONG JIAN and JOEL.really appreciate it x) i'll never let u people go okay! dun tink of running away from me!

anw, pictures from my field trip to Geylang Serai Malay Village.

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12:15 AM

im super moody today!

i dunno why. jus cant seem to smile.

tink im falling sick soon. having flu alr.

VERY STRESSED over projects.

i have 5 group and 1 individual projects.

and 1 group project have to be handed and presented next week. and my group has nt really done anth yet.

im damn stressed. afraid that i cant complete my work on time.

its been quite some time that im loaded with so many stuff.

next week- TP RAWKS!!, presentation, dance workshop, standard chartered briefing, project meetings and so on...

im freaking getting sick. and i dunno if i can pull through next week.

lets hope that i do.

I WON'T FALL. no worries.

haha.

IM STRONG!

okay. dats super random.

tink i better go slp.

dere's dance at school and standard chartered briefing at national stadium tmr.

HOLLY MOLLY! im super busy. haha!

BYE! GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!

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12:47 AM

Presenting to you, FELIX!

my SUPER HOT break dance instructor. HAHA!

(at least dis pose is better than the other group pic =X)

check out my blue blacks =(

Yong Jian sent me this. it sure is FUNNY!

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1:13 AM

YES!

i've found out who dat person was! HAHAHA!

its a HER!

and the name is LIEW BAO LIN!

haha! im damn mean la okay. bud i dun care.

she saved my name as BITCH in her phone okay. WTH.

found dis pic at MELISSA's friendster. OMG. i look damn stupid la. dun even know wad i was doing.

okay. lets talk abt sat.

brought a cupboard to school. ya and thanks alot. the drawer slipped out when me and ryan was carrying it down the truck. brushed down my shin. OUCH. den. cleared the room and carried the cupboard in. packed the room after ryan shermain and wei qun went off. after clearing the room went off to TM to meet them again. den went home.

bathe and took cab rushed down to downtown east to meet LOU.

den took cab again to bugis. spent alot on cab la. kns.

met MIAH and BENCHOW den went to eat steamboat. cant find the TIAN TIAN huo guo eh.

so we settled down at CHUAN YI PIN.

took some time to decide which kind of soup to order. LOL.

MIAH and LOULIN. scandal of the month. haha!

after which went to cine to watch THE GAME PLAN.

guess i was too tired. haha. almost fell asleep during the show.

LOULIN fell asleep! haha! damn funny! i poked her and she jumped! HAHA!

the show finished at 3am plus. den took cab home.

we 4 took tgt. den i was tinkin, simei then tampines then pasir ris then serangoon.

haha! den the uncle sae OKAY.

after simei and tampines, left me n lou in the cab.

den the uncle started talkin to us.

uncle: eh u all very weird leh.
me: why eh uncle?
uncle: i tot is usually girls alight 1st? how come u 4 is guys alight 1st?
me: haha. uncle, simei and tamp nearer ma. so dey get off 1st lo.
uncle: no la! serangoon nearer!
me: huh uncle! why u nv sae earlier!
uncle: i tot is guy stay at serangoon. haha. so i went to simei 1st.
me: uncle u funny la. haha. actually nt much difference ma. frm pasir ris go expressway to serangoon very fast.
uncle: okay la. if go serangoon will be faster.
me: -___________-!!!

as we were speakin in mandarin, loulin jus sat dere. HAHA!

reached hm at 4am. den bathed and used com.

BEETLE STORY

den dere's dis freakin beetle flew towards me!

as i was shocked, i jumped off the table, banging my leg against the drawer. ( screw that beetle)

den it flew somewhere else. so i off the com quick and went to brush my teeth.

when i came out of the toilet, it flew towards me again!

i dugged, lost my balance and banged the wall. ( ARHHH! i hate insects like mad)

it flew to my room la. congrats. so i started the war.

took my bookfest posters and started whacking the beetle.

mum got up as she heard all the noise.

mum: so late alr still dun sleep! what u doing!
me: there's a freakin beetle!

den jus then, i managed to smacked the beetle, den it fell to the floor. i threw the posters on it den used slippers to smack.

HOHO! i've sinned.

by then its 5am alr.

den i jus left it dere till afternoon 2pm when i woke up. HAHA!

asked dad to clear it for me.

dad: what the hell! its so flat! is it dead for many days?
me: eh no. jus last night. haha.
dad: bud its so flat and dried.
me: haha. i was damn cruel. no choice. it chased me.

HOHO! my war with the beetle. nice story eh. i got 2 blue blacks thanks to it okay.

HAHA! okay. gonna go sleep. wakin up at 7am!

NIGHTS!

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6:21 PM

I want to complain!

Im bullied by somebody! jus name him/ her "IT" okay.

Here's how it went.

Me: Hello! This is bookfest. Here to inform u dat ur book is sold! so u can come to BSC room to collect ur book on monday!

IT: what about the rest of my books? U mean all sold? Ok.
( nt even a thank you or whatever okay. FUCK.)

me: Erm no. only one is sold. The rest cos u did nt collect on friday so they are now under
BSC property.

IT: Oh no. No one told me that my books are not sold. Im shocked. No way. Those are mine.

me: It is stated on a paper at the booth that sellers are to collect their books on friday if they are unsold. You come down, We talk.

IT: Talk about what? Tis the 1st time im selling my books thru tis channel. N i wasn't informed throughout our transaction.. Its nt rite to jus say paper stated it.There is no need to tok. I jus want my unsold books back. I was only informed that my 1 book was sold today. Din hear from any 1 yest. how am i suppose to know if my books were sold or not? Lets b fair, give me my $ for the sold book and return all my unsold books on Monday.

Like WTH la. im freakin pissed. can. dun even bother to reply bk alr. notice all his short forms or whatever. dey are worse than these. i've changed alot. cant even read some of them la. It took me a while to understand wad he was trying to type.

den SERENE is very nice to msg dis person. haha! she msged....

hello, this is serene from BSC. we helped u sell 1 of ur books, w/o saying thanks, instead, ur rude t my main committee member who told u to collect ur money. u can collect ur unsold books back on monday if not, then it'll be our property. fair enough? if u think our service is not good enough for u, then may i suggest u sell ur books by urself in the future. we'll be fair t you and return ur books and give u ur money by MONDAY. May i suggest that u show some form of appreciation that we're doing this for the students free of charge, giving our time, effort, making sure that everything is in order. that's all. sorry for any inconvenience caused. thanks.

HAHA! its damn long. HOHO. bud i felt damn good.

alrites. i shall check out who dis person is and i'll post his/ her name here. BIG AND BOLD.

u watch out.

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12:28 AM

BUSY WEEK!

bookfest for the whole week. super tired.

THANKS to GENEVIEVE TAN WEI MIN.

shit ass. DAMN IRRITATING la dis girl.

im nt afraid to put ur name here okay. im jus simply super pissed with you.

where can dere be such a person in dis world! WTH.

main comm ppl noes e story.

anw, im really tired. went for BREAK DANCE class jus now.

and me and serene came to find out,

THIS IS THE LAST LESSON!

damn sad larh. last day to see FELIX.

haha!

MY LEGS are filled with blue blacks now.

super ugly. bud i dun care. haha!

BYE WORLD! im dying.

HOHO!

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