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1:10 AM
i told myself to study for SIT since last wed.
and my schedule since last wed showed " STUDY FOR SIT"
and so what?!
the test is in 9 hours' time.
and i haven even flipped one single page of the notes.
GOOD GAME MAN JO-AN.
11 chapters worth of notes.
25% of overall.
kill yourself.
nothing is d0ne.
i dunno what am i busy with luh seriously.
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12:21 AM
Today was kinda moody!
which is bad. MONDAY BLUES?
dunno luh. damn slow mo today.
im walking at 500cm/min.
LOL.
went for training!
wanted to skip initially.
cos not in the mood.
damn shagg la pls.
today had tons and tons of sparring and kicking sessions.
i swear my stamina has gone wayyyyyyyyyyyyy down.
LOL.
i guess exercising can really allow me to vent my frustrations and chase my fatigue away.
esp my kind of sport.
HAHA. no one will blame u for hurting them.
for more info, go to
http://only01.livejournal.com/
haha. Shermain's blog!
look at our cui faces.




and my cui leg which is going to break anytime.
thanks to who ar!
block my leg with fist.

oh ya. since im blogging on TKD, might as well blog everything.
had interclub tournament last sat.


piang eh. regretted ar.
supposed to fight.
bud cos me and shermain TU too long, registration closed.
hahhaa.
den in e end we were jus medics to the whole tournament.
which was quite impt la.
cos after every match either both the fighters or one of them will come to us for ice or spray.
LOL.
we got a medal and cert each though.
which was quite useless cos we did nt earn it.
hahaha. budden we wanted luh.
QUITE RETARDED RITE.
we wan den have it alr. dun need to fight for it.
LOL.
did not take much pictures cos we were too busy.
cos we were medics yo. HAHA.
den was last month's PA tournament.



supposed to fight also la.
bud cos schedule too packed, nv go sign up.
den in e end go dere to support our frens onli.
shermain we damn losers luh pls.
hahahaha.
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11:32 PM
okay.
i've neglected everyone in my life.
i'm a bitch.
i suck as a human.
i deserved to be scolded.
everyone pls dun come and tell me dat i've neglected you.
cos im neglecting myself too.
give me some space.
i cant compromise to all my frens.
no matter how hard i try, everyone's not happy.
so jus leave me alrite.
if u tink dat im nt a good fren enough for you.
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12:56 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN AH HUI!
19 years old alr hah!
stop being so retarded!
LOL!
daddy went overseas today AGAIN!
sat beside the gate and cried non stop before seeing letty walk over.
edric was late today.
lucky. if nt dey'll see me crying.
hurried to wipe off all my tears before she reached me.
its gonna be another 1 month without him =(
daddy come back soon alrite!
when ur work is done, book an earlier flight back!
im gonna miss u badly.
Jo-an says
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2:13 AM
im here trying to finish up all the food that daddy has saved up for me.
LOL!
im very full alr!
someone eat for me pls?
it will be damn disappointing if dad wakes up tmr seeing the dinner he kept for me in the bin!
HAHAHA.
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11:10 PM
i've got no fate with buses these few days man!
hahaha!
after following sheena and lilin to the sinseh today, i decided to take 22 to meet darren to get my ankle guard.
(i injured my ankle again larh! dun ask me why! i hate ppl who block with their fists!)
okay after boarding the bus, it freakinly turned towards the interchange.
-___________________________________________-!!!!!!!!
i took the wrong direction.
dat's not the worse.
when i alighted the bus, i walked towards the 22 stand nearby.
and the 22 dat i alighted moved over to the stand.
im boarding the same bus again.
and the DRIVER is the same as well!
he looked at me as though saying " ARE U CRAZY? OR ARE U IN LOVE WITH ME?"
!@#%%^&*
felt so stupid.
can see his face wanna laugh ar.
okay nevermind.
after i reached darren's place, took my guard, and walked to the bus stop.
i was stoning.
and when i looked up, a 317 passed by.
and i stupidly flagged.
i dun usually do that.
LOL!!!
the bus swerved and stopped wayyyyy infront of the stop.
FUCK MAN.
i walked allllllll the way dere.
and the worst is, the uncle nagged at me.
wahhhhhhh laoooooooooooo ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i wanna fly to sch everyday!
no traffic, no naggings, no embarrassments!
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12:32 AM
today was BAD BAD BAD!
haven slept for 2 nights.
and went straight to school for MA submission and Media conference preparation at 8am.
meaning, leavin hse at 7am.
wanna die.
reached sch bus stop and met kenny to go opp sch to get refreshments.
carried alot of things, with a heavy head which is constantly nodding, i had no idea where im walkin.
Was preparing the scene when tutors started streaming in.
I handed them their media kit and we started the media conference.
Halfway through the conference, i looked down at my feet.
!@#$%^&*(
i am still wearing my haviainas despite wearin formal wear.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I'M THE HOST OF THE EVENT SOMEMORE.
i turned to JON, and whispered to him.
he held his laughter and looked down on his table cos he's gonna burst anytime.
we giggled non stop.
after the conference, we thanked all who came.
den tutor asked " Jo-an, why aren't you wearing ur formal shoes?"
i replied " well, they are under the table. i forgot to wear them."
and he laughed.
felt that i totally screwed up the whole presentation.
went to change back to t-shirt and shorts after that.
CEM lesson was hell from 2 to 5pm.
i spent the whole time studying for Events management.
wasn't even paying attention to tutor.
after which went to sleep in room.
couldn't really slp cos ppl are comin in and out.
before i know it, its 6:30pm alr.
MEETING!
den rushed up with shihui, yanti, loulin, nic and the rest.
meeting was fine, and productive. LOL.
u know wad i mean!
cos i had to study for test tmr, i had to go home straight after.
fell asleep in the bus as im too tired.
knocked my head to the side of the bus with a loud THUD!
woke up and stoned for 5 secs before going back to sleep.
lucky i was at the last seat. LOL. malu pls.
e next time i woke up, I MISSED 3 BUS STOPS FROM HOME.
!@#$%^&*(
got off the bus immediately.
i was so stupid as not to cross over and take another bus back.
didn't know what i was thinkin.
i walked home.
and along the way, the lamp posts on the whole stretch of road was off.
as in, all spoilt luh.
so the road was freakin dark.
and its infested with cockroaches!
imagine my state of mind, with a 2 sec lag behind kind of mood.
jumpin ard whenever a cockroach crawls near.
i swear its the weirdest day of my life.
i reached home at 12am sharp.
HOWEVER, dad waited for me to have dinner together.
he must have starved like mad.
mum and sis are asleep alr.
bro went for re-service.
now, gonna study for events!
another night with no sleep!
save me!
fatique is piling up!
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5:25 AM
i got all emo after TRAVELLING TOGETHER event.
cos i had to part with auntie Ng Bock Lin.
She's 83, had 5 kids (2 sons and 3 daughters), her grandchildren are 20++ alr.
she kept asking me to visit her often, if nt she dying soon.
eh she said that me,shihui and tracy are pretty too!
and she also said that im damn GUAI, and ask me to earn alot of money in the future.
im damn scared when old people tell u dat dey're dying.
cos its never false.
dey know it when the time is up.
i wanna visit her next week and give her the photos of me and her.
=)))
anyone wans to come along?
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2:08 AM
had a freakin long day.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
i had planned it quite well.
but it turned out that everything was delayed.
Initial plan
9:30am-- Leave house with dad to go to Suffian's place to collect the sofa
10:00am-- reach his place
10:30am-- Reach school to place the sofa there and tidy the room a little
11:00am-- Finance Workshop
12:00pm-- Leave for TKD grading
1:00pm-- reach the grading venue at Braddell Heights CC
3:00pm-- Go to Hougang to collect Kandis's and Zhao Lin's Cake
4:00pm-- Meet Yvonne and Kandis at Serangoon Central to get Steamboat food
5:00pm-- Go home to prepare for steamboat
6:00pm-- Start Eating and celebrating Kandis's bdae and Zhao's belated bdae
See! its so well planned. HAHA.
BUT BUT BUT. all was ruined!
Actual Things that happened
Previous night came my mense and it was damn heavy.
9:00am-- woke up and stoned
10:00am-- Left house panicking as dad took 1 hour to shit
10:35am-- Reach Suffian's house cos we lost our way and couldn't find his place
11:15am-- Reach School for unloading and clearing of stuff in the room
11:25am-- Obviously late for Finance Workshop
12:15pm-- Left School for TKD grading
1:15pm-- Reached Braddell Heights CC with the grading already started.
5:00pm-- Yea. It ended damn late this time. change of examiner. Rushed to Hougang.
6:00pm-- Still stuck at Hougang interchange waiting for bus. I waited for nearly 30 mins.
7:00pm-- Reached home as Yvonne dey all had went over after buying the food.
7:30pm-- Still mingling with all the minor stuff like RICE and SOUP and ICE.
8:00pm-- Started eating -_______________-!!!
1:30am-- here i am, blogging while waiting for my hair to dry. Everyone jus went home
SO ALL IN ALL, i travelled 5 places today. feel damn power.
Even though everything was LATE, i still managed to accomplish all =) except for not being able to shop for groceries with them =(
THANKS Shihui for the brownie!
THANKS clique for the wonderful night of laughter and fun!
saw my bf Frilbert today! haha. he's this small kid at TKD. very playful and naughty. but loves to bully me alot. and he's freaking cute luh pls. and yea he's avoiding me now cos he's scared of me. LOL! but i'll still love him!
freakin tired. my eyes are swollen and all.
but i had a GREAT DAY!
tmr's/today is gonna be a long day too!
TRAVELLING TOGETHER EVENT.
you'll see me pushing wheelchairs of old people ard SINGAPORE!
heh heh. see! im doing some charity here.
these old people has never taken a ride in MRT and all, so im here to bring dem ard Singapore!
YAY! BSC WAN SUI!
we are so compassionate pls! =)
okay. i'm really tired.
my eyes are bloodshot and itchy and pain!
gonna get some sleep before waking up early AGAIN!
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12:20 AM
i was at the verge of (...) jus moments ago.
i feel so useless and stupid.
i'm making everyone angry cos i have too many things on hand.
Sorry DAD for not keepin my promise to stay home every sunday =(
Sorry Edric for oversleeping and being late everytime u come to fetch me =(
Sorry groupmates for nt keepin my promise to hand my part of the proj by wed =(
Sorry everyone else for any stupid mistakes or things dat i've done =(
guess wad i have to do dis week?
meaning, till sunday, in this coming 3 days, my TO-DO-LIST.
For Club
1) Finalizing log list for nightwalk and Breakfast games.
2) Finalizing everything on nightwalk and Breakfast games and delegation.
3) Nightwalk plot filming (which is postponed to dunno when)
4) Route Planning for nightwalk.
5) Travelling Together Event
6) IG camp proposal submission
7) Print more loan lists
8) Buying of N01 items (postponed to dunno when)
9) Finance Workshop
School work
1) MRND press conference preparation
2) MA proj submission
3) Peer Evaluation
4) Finding 12 lanyards for press conference.
5) Follow up on Proj event at Legends
6) SIT and Events Presentation
7) Study for Events Test
TKD
1) Grading
2) Designing of t-shirts and logo
Others
1) Celebrating Kandis's birthday
2) Clearing of my room cos the celebration is at my place
3) Preparation for steamboat
4) Spending more time at home as i'm reaching home from sch at 12am everyday
and YES.
i have to freakinly complete all these tasks in 3 freakin days.
what more can i say.
im wonderwoman =)
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