Hello!

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4:07 PM

im SICK!

like... my voice has turned out of tune. haha!

and my nose is 24 hours blocked. i sound like an ant eater.

HAHAHA!

OH. and im still in my moody mood.

dunno why. think gt depression ar.

somehow i have a very strong phoebia of losing my family people.

esp my grandparents.

im worried that one day i'll receive a call or hear any news or witness the death of any of them.

somehow i still dunno how i will react to all these.

what if all these happens?

what will become of me.

eh im confused.

i dun wan to think abt it. bud these questions keep popping out.

the last time i thought abt all these, my grandpa frm mummy's side passed away.

so IM SCARED.

im trying my best to eat dinner at their home, so that i can see dem like everyday.

bud how long can all these last?

daddy said he might get a stroke. cos he has high blood pressure and high cholesterol level.

and he is nt under any medication or visitin any doctor.

Irene ma's health condition also nt good alr. doc wans her to go for chemo again. bud she refuse. mayb cos she doesn't want to lose her hair like last time. she's rejecting all means of cure nw. guess she wans to live her life to the fullest. bud she still looks prefect to me =) she's always pretty eh.

okay. SHUT UP JO-AN.

talk abt my friends eh.

i see their blogs, all talking abt how much they love me, mus reply back la.

KANDIS- thanks for being dere for me when im moody and sick eh. really love you. haha.

SHEENA- thanks for typing my name in your blog. HAHA! and loved the lunch dates and talkings with you. you are never alone okay. i'll be there.

LOULIN- although u did nt post abt me, i still LOVE you okay. haha. thanks for takin pictures for my project. and thanks for taking care of my rabbits! =)

LILIN- i'll still continue to SUAN u with BENCHOW. no worries. haha!

GEK HUA- hardly see you now. bud i still miss your bike! ride it soon eh!

Estee and Yushu- LUNCH SOON eh! i wan to hear all the gossips! haha.

SERENE- i love dancing with you! haha.

SHERMAIN- although i cant see u in my school, i still see u at tkd. haha. and thanks for always listening to me. i noe e only things i hear frm u is abt u n ur bf, bud i'll still listen abt other things okay. feel free to talk to me. im always listening.

1B09 people- thanks for the concern given when im sick eh.esp YONG JIAN and JOEL.really appreciate it x) i'll never let u people go okay! dun tink of running away from me!

anw, pictures from my field trip to Geylang Serai Malay Village.

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