oh my god.
I screwed MA paper upside down.
m so gonna FAIL.
!@#$%^&*.
i know how to do the questions. i jus gt stuck with the numbers.
ARGHHH. slap myself.
i saw grandma yest. she's so frail and weak now.
seemed to have lost 10 kg in 2 weeks.
my goodness.
she needs to do blood transfusion.
it started with 1 pack a mth. den it was 2 packs a mth. den once a week. den now, its 2 packs a week.
its getting dangerous.
zixun jie says she may nt live till the next new yr alr.
for now, grandma is jus waiting for grandpa to come bk from overseas.
den she can leave in peace.
im mentally prepared for the worst.
am i?
or its jus another ordeal that i have to overcome.
usually, the ones who will hurt you are the ones closest and dearest to you.
im holdin back my tears when i see her.
Jo-an says