Hello!

♥

11:36 PM

deleting my phone msges struck a chord in me.

im reminded by the horrible week.

i realised that i've forgotten to thank 3 special people who stood by me during the tough period 2 weeks ago.

They are Jiamin, Jumpyy and Kandis.

Their constant msges asking how's things and all, it was LOVE.

it made me feel u guys are there for me.

really thanks =)

and to those who sent their condolences and all, really, they are greatly appreciated.

okay, sadness aside, i want to rant abt SIP!

i know all the year 3s are grumbling abt SIP.

so am i!

actually, my workplace is nt that bad.

its the stress that im givin myself that made the workin environment so tense for me.

i tremble every night before i sleep
i get cramps on my arms and legs every morning on the bus.
i refuse to speak to my colleagues and all.
i shut myself from everything ard me in my workplace.
i jus want to concentrate and do good.

but, i hope all these negative thoughts will go away soon.
and i can pick myself up and embrace these 3 months with my enthusiasm.

AH BULLSHIT LA.

thanks gerald for takin bus with me every mornin.
it helps a lil though.
allowin me to rant on whatever happened the day before.
and keep stickin to you every morning, causin you to be late for work.
i need this little motivation to keep me going.
at least allowin me to see some light every morning.
i cannot imagine nt seeing you okay. LOL.
im like lost in a deserted island. with onli you to accompany and rely on!
so, dun pang seh me okay!

oh. nt forgetting seeing maybelle at the ulu bus stop every morning! HAHA!

and the ongoing meetups with kandis is gonna be LOVE.
we need each other's support badly.
GO ON BABE! you will do fine.
you will always have me alrite!
im here for you. im jus a phone call away.
in case u forget, my number is 83999....
HAHA!

and jiamin, go on girl. i know u will excel in ur SIP.
u can do it. i have confidence in you.
dun let any setbacks pull you down.
meet up soon okay!

JUMPPY!
i miss you okay! how's the fish?!
HAHA.

loulin!
where are you?! haven heard from you alr!

gekhua and group mates!
where are you guys!
i love LEI ar!
hahahaha. meet up for dinner soon okay =)

okay. need to sleep.
im working from 8:30am to 7:00pm everyday =(

goodnight!

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