i hate hospitals.
they never bring good news.
spent the whole day there.
im runnin out of tears.
DA JIE. dec will be too late. u know its impossible for her to suffer till then.
granny can u get well soon?
it hurts to see u like this.
i cant do anythin to reduce the pain dat u are sufferin.
grandpa needs you at home.
He's lonely and longing for u to be back beside him again.
i will be strong. i will.
Everything changed in a short 2 days.
my 12 days break will be packed with crazy calls and msges which will haunt me like mad.
everytime my phone rings, i will jump and stone for a few secs before respondin to it.
im useless i swear.
but on the other hand, i have to be strong.
if i crumble, everyone will follow suit.
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